Well
there are two days of school left.
Ill be back next year
different locker
different classes
different people
God I’m so scared.
I have hardly talked about it all year. The fact that Thursday will be the last day I pass a few important faces in the hallway
I mean
it’s not like we all associated so much IN school anyway
So it shouldn’t be such a big deal, right?
I really don’t know
I’m not the only one who will be missing people
So many others will have to say goodbye
so many others will be leaving and starting a new chapter in their life
But I still can’t fully convince myself that I’m going to be “okay”
I know I will be. Don’t get me wrong.
And I really am so excited to grow
I really am excited to start new chapters too
It’s just hard when you meet such beautiful people and realize things will never be the same
In a sense, that is
I mean I know things will not change completely
I DO know that, right?
Yes, Baylie. God shut up you’re going to be fine
You’re going to make new friends. You’re going to sneakout with new people. You’re going to like new songs. You’re going to be surrounded by so much new and youre going to adjust
because your life isn’t over just because people are leaving
you didn’t KNOW you would become so close with these people
And you don’t know the road ahead of you
So smile
Be happy for them
I AM happy for them.
That’s how I convince myself I’ll be okay
This is a beautiful time. So, I’ll leave the beautiful alone and let it work its own magic
I love you all so much
I woke up hungover
but had a splendid start of the day
went out to eat at some new restaurant on the lake
shared some fries that had been soaked in some kind of oil.
they were delicious
drove all the way to noblesville to get slushies
what an interesting car ride THAT was. goodness
made our way back
sunshine, windows open
listened to Regina’s new EP.
dozed off
smiles all around good day
and tonight I get to see MEN IN BLACK 3
id say
today is a pretty damn good day
